My heart was deceived by the approaching signs of summer... A desire to be messed up by men's desires and violence. The bloodshot rapist's eyes and rough breathing make me feel a mixture of trepidation and anticipation. With the momentum of a beast, a man's thick arm cradled me. My body deprived of freedom. When a monster-like irritated man pierces my lower body, I feel an out-of-this-world pleasure colored with fear and despair. I want to be raped, broken, and killed...
