childhood. The alienation she felt from having many siblings. A growing desire for approval. An obsessive obsession with beauty inherited from her mother. I want to see more! I want to be noticed! I want to be beautiful! Days obsessed with sex. The more you decorate it, the more self-loathing and humiliating desires that swell. The real me is not like this... more! I want to be fucked more tattered and covered with semen and dirty! Please masturbate to such a helpless female pig woman.
